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I am still falling I have yet to hit the ground
I'm still waiting for the impact and the sound
Just what would it be
That could set me free
I look around and everythings empty
Not a trace or an identity
I am still falling
And no one is calling
So i continue this dive
Hoping that i can stay alive
~by-Whitney |
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| so everythings going pretty good guard is amazing
at our competition we got 6th in scholastic A which is pretty good for our first show being that its not even completed
well today was cadets practice i love teaching them because their awesome but man they all just need to listen and theyd be even better
im so excited
extremely excited
i cant wait till varsity has practice tomorrow so we can finish our show so it can be beyond breath taking
well im going to go
Later Days
Whitney |
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| so yeah im single again and trying to get over him
its not working very well
Later Days
Whitney |
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| ok so ive been thinking about a lot of stuff and its starting to get overwhelming so i just need to try and write it all down but yeah confusing shit so yeah ill start with people saying shit all the time i just wish they would stop like my hair everyday i hear something about it and all the comments that go with it like...is that a guy, duke you can guess the rest like last year i dont think people understood how awful it was that whole year i just wanted to sleep my life away this year isnt all that better and yeah relationships or dating that doesnt happen to me that happens to all the other girls i see it just doesnt work for me cause i dont see why a guy would like me and i just cant change my life for the whole commitment thing i cant really explain and im not saying this cause i want people to be oh thats sad or feel sad or pity im just saying it to get it off my mind. i push people away and dont let them in cause im used to people leaving or dying its gotten to the point were if someone leaves or dies it doesnt effect me until im sitting in my room trying to sleep so then i end up not sleeping and staying up all night so i can just pass out the next day and not think about anything. oh and then theres school and i just want this year to be over cause its my last year even though no one thinks im a senior and i dont feel like a senior at all cause usually im the person in your class that you never notice until the end of the year and im pretty much the reason for that cause i dont talk i could but i dont have anything to say so theres no point.
okay well now i feel a little better and im glad its a three day weekend
Later Days
Whitney |
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| hey well
ive been 17 now for a while well 2 weeks
and i took my senior pictures for the yearbook today
my mom cried
im so glad that marching season is here again
guard is my passion
its the greatest thing to do
unless i break my thumb
which would suck major
Later Days
Whitney |
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